Do you ever feel like you are being pullled in every direction. I love my life, I love my family and I love my friends but sometimes just sometimes I fell like it is too much.....
A. my best friend has an eating disorder and usually a mess, but I finally told her I would not be her friend if she wouldn't get help. She did but I feel like I need to keep her okay...
B. One of my friends has a boyfriend who is a crackhead, but the craziest thing is she is brilliant who has gone to a grad school that is an ivy league and is kind nice and good..
C. My sister had a miscarriage and now is pregnant about 18 weeks and happy but always on edge
D. My other girlfriend is broken up with a guy who hit her before she dumped him and I think she should not talk to him....
So with all of this happening I think a few thoughts
A. WHAT the fuck is going on, how did this happen
B. I need to not talk to anyone
C. How do I help all of these people that I love
D. I feel so lucky to be me
So mix all of that together and what you get is someone who is exhausted and happy to have friends but someone who prays that everyone will be happy. I have too many friends and my husband who se eme as this rock adn I am there but they never listen they never care, they keep spiraling out of control...I can only try and sometimes that does not feel enough....
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I feel like that some days. In fact, most of this month I've felt like that
I cannot wait for Friday
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